dear baby;

I should be writing a whole, long post with hundreds or thousands words in it for you, for this day. But I can't. All I can say is YOU ARE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED IN MY LIFE. THE BEST GUY IN THIS WHOLE GALAXY FOR ME. EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER DREAMED OF, and I love you with every air I breathe in.

Thanks for staying with this crazy complicated girl for 2 years now, and for loving her like nobody else can :)
<3

(waaahh gambar masa MUDA! Hahaha)

p.s: They said I can't find other words for you, that I have had enough or too much of you. I told them "I have been staying with him for quite a time now. I don't have to say a word, he knows what and how I feel" :)

Some People Laugh
Some People Cry
Some People Live
Some People Die
And Some People Run
Right into the Fire
And Some People Hide
Their Every Desire

But We Are The Lovers
If You Don’t Believe Me
Then Just Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies

Some People Fight
Some People Fall
Others Pretend
They Don’t Care At All
If You Wanna Fight
I’ll Stand Right Beside You
The Day That You Fall
I’ll Be Right Behind You

To Pick Up The Pieces
If You Don’t Believe Me
Just Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies

Another Year Over
And Were Still Together
It's Not Always Easy
But I'm Here Forever

Yeah We Are The Lovers
I Know You Believe Me
When You Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Because The Heart Never Lies

of everything;

Hello world;
today is amazing. Though aku macam mengada nak tak-awesome-kan hari ini dengan buat somebody tu terkejut beruk and I kind of broke his heart (btw if you're reading this, I am super sorry about that).

Pagi dalam around 9 I went to Atiey's house and main masuk je rumah sebab dua beradik tu pekak gile tak dengar aku bagi salam. Hahaha. Glad to hear Naddy dah beli kereta baru sendiri, tapi geli hati sangat-sangat sebab dia antara yang bertuah dapat WTF. Hahaha.

Then head to Midvalley, parking sana then mengada nak amek komuter pergi KL Sentral. Pastu patah balik Midvalley. Hahaha macam takde kerja :P Ohh! Terserempak dengan Atiqah Mat Khair (sorry kalau salah eja), former schoolmate. Ye, tak sempat nak sembang. Sempat tegur je and tanya "belajar kat mana sekarang?" soalan biasa ditanya bila jumpa kawan sekolah lepas SPM. Lepas tu aku pulak yang tergagap nak jawab sekarang belajar kat mana =.=

Then masa dalam komuter on the way to Midvalley, telah mem-bengang-kan si dia sebab cakap "EXCUSE ME" dengan kuat terhadap seorang perempuan warga asing yang cuba melakukan perbuatan tak senonoh terhadap aku. WEH AKU PEREMPUAN BOLEH TAK?? Nasib baik kau buat kat aku, boleh aku sabar and cuma cakap excuse me, kalau kau buat kat laki aku jaga kau, kat situ jugak aku tampar. Heh.

Sampai2, terus amek tiket kat Gardens then makan2. Lepas makan, jalan2 then tengok wayang. Habis wayang pergi Cold Storage semata-mata nak carik Frappuccino dalam botol tu (CRAVE!). Tengah mengomel dekat DIA pasal benda tu, tiba terperasan somebody lalu. Bila toleh baru terperasan...ABANG AWIE!!! I was like chasing him sambil jerit "Hey!" tapi dia dah sumbat telinga dengan iPod, maka jalan terbaik adalah dengan sentap bag dia. Haha. Memang dia terkejut, sampai toleh belakang sebab ingat ada orang nak rompak.

Ohh, tentu lah itu adalah serendipity (cheh nak jugakkk hehe) terbaik hari ini! Eh tak terbaik! Ada yang lebih baik, nanti dulu. Hehe. Akhirnya DIA dapat jugak berjumpa dengan Abang Awie dan lepas ni kalau Abang Awie bising-bising kata nak jumpa DIA, boleh aku guna alasan "Hari tu kan dah jumpa! Tak nak berhenti kenapa?" Hahaha.

Tentulah, yang terbaik hari ini ialah saya dapat sesuatu yang tak pernah saya jangka. Sesuatu yang, isk, sangat mengharukan tapi biasalah Hawa, takde nye nak nangis sebab terharu depan orang. Kalau awak nak tau, saya baru terfikir nak belikan awak benda tu jugak. Awak, terima kasih sangat2. And yes, saya akan ingat awak sekerap saya ingat benda itu :')

New Moon? Well. Hmm. I like it. A lot. :) It's definitely much, much better than Twilight. Not as intense, but many (good) expectations were met. More lines and scenes from the book (though some were, umm, adapted), and more times I went "oh mak kau!". Hahaha. But the best part, was of course, the company :')

Eh, okay. Gotta work tomorrow. Daa!

p.s: Guess, the worst part in New Moon? The pack. Werewolf pack. I mean HELLO HARUS KE KAU NAK BUKAK BAJU TAYANG BADAN BERKETUL-KETUL? AKU GELI LAAA. >>> alah perempuan lain tergila-gila tengok diorang tak pakai baju, kau abnormal ke hawa?? HAHA. Tapi wolf dia cute la weh! Nak bela boleh tak? Hihihi

1st day and 2nd year;

Hello world;
macam tak percaya I am done with my first day at work. Ahah jangan tanya kat mana aku kerja, no way ahh kan nak jawab. Hahaha. Yang penting duit gaji (kalau dapat, sebab tempat tu lepas masuk kerja sehari baru tau pernah ada masalah dengan employees-nya) memang tak cukup nak belanja korang, cukup nak beli laptop baru je hahaha.

First day was good. Surprisingly, I was the eldest (adik beradik kah? hahaha. tak dapat joke tu diam sudah.) among all. Yang lain 18 tahun, even supervisor kat branch aku tu pun 17 years old and akan cuti seminggu minggu depan sebab nak sit paper Tassawur Islam 10hb ni =.= No, tak rasa malu pun, in fact rasa seronok sebab boleh guna alasan "ala aku dah tua la korang, aku buat kerja ringan je ye" hahahahaha no jangan risau, tak guna pun alasan tu.

Ohmy really, tak sabar nak tunggu Edward eh I mean date esok. Tapi aku serious rasa bersalah sebab tak belikan dia apa-apa. Haih. Idea tak ada, poket pun kering. Seriously. So minta maaf ye sayang, nanti saya carikan hadiah yang elok untuk awak. Mungkin sebulan lambat, mungkin setelah awak mula belajar balik. Minta maaf minta maaf minta maaf sangat2. (Ala dia dah tidur pun, nanti dah balik dating esok baru dia boleh baca ni, haih). Rasa macam dah lama tak bagi dia hadiah. Haih teringat dulu2 excited nak beli hadiah dia 3 bulan lagi awal. Saya dah prepare something 3 bulan lepas untuk awak, tapi no, tak boleh nak beri esok. Tak sedia. HAHA.

Okay dah lebih merapu dah. Nak tidur la awak semua. Esok nak kena singgah PJ pulang balik crocs Atiey yang aku pinjam hari tu semata-mata sebab nak pergi Bukit Aman, dia dah bising dah cisss macam tu la kan. Nasib baik aku sayang kau. HAHA. Lepas tuuuuu hehehehe okay dah bye goodnight! :D

my everyday need;

walaupun contest yang Nora buat tu dah habis, T_T I (sila jangan muntah sebab bahasakan diri I) nak post jugak! Hahahaha tak kire! :P

I bukan jenis yang share satu dunia what I use as toiletries kecuali dengan kawan-kawan hostel la kan. Tapi tiba-tiba teringin nak buat pulak. Hehe. So ini la antara major toiletries needs. From left;

1. Herbal Essentials hello hydration shampoo. Shampoo ni is strongly recommended for dry and damaged hair. Memang best gila. Even pernah di-review dalam Yahoo! as one of the most effective shampoo that can be bought at drugstores. Honestly I macam tak suka bau nya masa mula2, tapi one day ada orang cakap rambut I bau wangi :') So terus suka syampu tu sebab OH GOSH SO LEMBUT RAMBUT LEPAS TU BOLEY??? Hohoho.
   
   
2. Herbal Essentials hello hydration conditioner. Sorry la I had to get the bear in sebab the shampoo and conditioner mengada tak nak stand atas tilam grrrr. Hahaha. Okay conditioner ni is a MUST okay. Kalau you combine shampoo and conditioner ni result dia FUUHHH memang superb. Menangis sebab best weh! HAHAHA.
   
   
3. Lifebuoy. I amek kaler hijau sebab it smells fresh. And I prefer Lifebuoy sebab dia tak soapy sangat, and lather dia tak over sangat. Macam mana lah nak cakap ye? Emm dia macam tak tebal sangat. Kan ada few types of shower foam yang macam tebal gila kalau letak kat badan rasa macam unbreathable kan? This is NOT that type of foam. It's fab la :D
   
   
4. Dettol hand sanitizer. Aloevera. Tak boleh yang original or orange. HAHAHA. Semua sebab bill, oke? She introduced me to the orange dettol hand sanitizer and I got addicted :P
   
   
5. Body Shop Seaweed deep cleansing facial wash. Yea I use this range of product from Body Shop untuk facial care. It's for oily skin (yea, that's me, sadly) and I've been using it for about three months and I can really feel the difference. Best2! It has menthol sensation so kalau lepas cuci muka rasa sejuk and segar je :)
   
   
6. Body Shop Seaweed Night Treatment. Untuk night use la kan. I tak letak toner kat sini sebab it went missing :-/ HAHAHA gile tak? :P
   
   
7. Body Shop Day Moisturizer. Okay I tak pakai yang ada SPF 15 sebab tak suka, tekstur dia lebih tebal berbanding yang ini. Untuk UV protection, I prefer foundation yang ada SPF, lagi senang. Hohoho.
   
   
8. Okeh yang ini saje nak menyelit. Japanese Cherry Blossom Body Shop. Haha favourite perfume currently, ada sebab for that ;)
   
   
9. Lastly, Rexona for women. Okay I tak suke yang roll-on or stick deodorant sebab 1st, it's sticky EEWWW pastu rasa basah. Tak suka! I prefer spray sebab obviously dia rasa kering and ringan :D
   
   Oh sorry kalau description macam melampau. Haha. Sebenarnya I memang cerewet sikit. Eh bukan sikit, banyak. Tak percaya tanya Naim la kan. HAHA
   
   Okay tu je. Takpe Nora, takde hadiah pun takpe, I just nak tulis je. Hahaha. BYE! :D
   

loop de loop;

Hello world;
at last, I can say that I am a FREE GIRL!! No, not literally =.= and not in the sense of being somebody's ex-gf or something. I am free now because well the workload that was with me is off my shoulder! :DD

We went back to JB yesterday to gather the stuffs together and organize them. And, the good news is, we were able to finish all 59 applications in merely 2 or 3 hours! It feels good to see those guys (and Munee, hehe) again. I can't remember how IPTI has brought happiness to me despite everything that ever happened there :P

So I dashed back and arrived in Putrajaya (my uncle's house) before 8 pm. Hoho. Since we arrived early I decided to go to Alamanda and watch 2012 to celebrate. Lucky that they understood, so I went there on my own. Haha. I was quite nervous about that, actually, but it all went well. I got a good seat for 2012 (after asking to be seated at another hall that shows 2012 and not selling fast :P) and I gobbled (hahaa TERM!) on yummy 1901 hot dogs. Yes, MULTIPLE hot dogs.

The movie was good. I know critics said that the movie was disappointing, I would agree with that from some aspects, but I like how the characters are drawn. And it actually scared me, it leaves big impact on me, I am not kidding, thank you. Hoho. And I know I am late, but hey, what's a girl with work got to do? And plus, the movie, till last night, always sells fast, so no good seat, no movie. :(

Oh, I repeat, I was on my own last night (harus ke? HAHA). I guess everywhere past midnight including Putrajaya is a scary place when you're alone, eh? Huhu. I didn't get to find anniversary pressie or my toner and moisturizer, or a frappuccino. GRRR. So I drove back VERY carefully but I didn't went straight to bed, because I was thinking about the last time I had a midnight date, and I can't sleep because the date wasn't there to put me to sleep. :(

Eleh gedik pulak ayat kau hawa. HAHA. But seriously, I've been thinking about how he put me to sleep. Ok tukar topic. So I spent the rest of the night watching 13 Going on 30, Chuck, Las Vegas(s) and I decided to sleep anyway, at 4 am. And at 5, my granny woke me up.  0.o

How fantastic is that? HAHA. Okay I'm going to get back to sleep now, and I have a date on Sunday. Movie's booked, at The Gardens' GSC Signature. New Moon la weh, finally! Hahaha over excited. LAME! :P Night!

ekhem;

Hello world;

wahahaa. Ye aku memang keji delete one whole post. (Afiq a.k.a Gaby mesti Google balik pasni =.=) I deleted it because......*drumroll*.......MANA BOLEH BAGITAW! Hahahaha kekejian terlampau :P


Okay that's all I have to say. Out!


post written on 6.45 am, so Good Morning! :D

note to self: WEY HAWA BILA NAK HABIS BELAJAR MAIN LAGU TU?? It's been too long! Dang it! Err. Boleh tak nak bawak gitar balik Johor? Boleh hilangkan bosan. Teeheehee.

wonderland;

Hellu pretty people;

I know, I know. Updating own blog two times a day? Bleahhh. (I once posted four entries in a day) HAHA. Sorry.

I am like soooo tired right now. Just went back from well, somewhere. I spent most hours at banks today. Sigh. Will be getting my ticket to JB tomorrow, hopefully :) Eh, I just noticed something. It's been long since I open AirAsia.com. Hm hmm. Hint? Hahaha.

Really need to put my head on the pillow. Biological clock has been going cuckoo since last two weeks. Haha. Nite! ;P

p.s: I feel like something's missing. This space has given me time to think. So much to think about. Sigh.

red and blue;

Cancer (born June 21-July 22)
Always remain cautious with Cancerian. They can detect any false compliment. If you are polite, they would like to interact with you. They love to enjoy romantic and artistic moments. If you have patience, you can choose a cancerian.

p.s: I told you.

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Hellu pretty people (i don't want to use earthlings anymore, for the fact I just found. HAHA);
to TESOLians, today is the last day for you to pay for the police clearance. So again, let me know via text message if you've banked in the money, with the amount and the name of the bank. And, do let me know if you encounter any problem banking in since I heard that some people spread the wrong account number -.-' And, by today if the money is still not enough, I won't be getting your police clearance. Either you get through the hassle I went through on your own or say goodbye. HAHA GILE KEJAM. But seriously.



Tomorrow I will be getting the police clearance and then head to Johore to settle all sorts of the unsettled. HAHA. I'll be in Johore for the PC Fair, and I'll look for nice deals there. There, my holiday is NOT as boring as other people's. It's filled with work. And I'd have to have a job too, sooner or later because when the workload shrinks, I'd have to find something to kill my boredom. HAHAHA.

New Moon? I haven't watched it. Maybe this Sunday, will let you know ;) Ohh I haven't watched 2012 too. HAHA. Call me lame, but I have my personal reasons for both, even though I love both like heck.

Right now, I feel like having my own me-moment, but I can't drive at the mo. Not because I am prohibited to, but I am traumatized myself. Maybe I'll have some in JB :)

Oh yes, the trip to the Northern regions has to be postponed to another week after the planned date. I think. HAHA. I seriously don't know.

Gotta dash now. Toodles! :)