Cosmo Cosmo Cosmo ILY!

Hellu pretty earthlings;

HEYYAHHHH EXAM'S OVER BAYBEHHH!!

Haha okay I wasn't that excited actually. The day the exam ended we went for a movie, 10 people in all, and it (the movie) was the one that I've been waiting for. Guess? YESS It's Jennifer's Body.

There were only two reasons why I have been waiting for that movie: Megan Fox and Panic! At The Disco's New Perspective. But I ended up liking another two: Adam Brody AND how Megan Fox looks very good for a Malaysian banshee movie. LOL. But no, I'm not kidding.

So my phone is still with the bloody technician HELL I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF THE TECHNICIAN REALLY EXISTS and yes I am pissed. But I am home, preparing myself mentally for the BTN next week. Haha. Prolly gonna have a look at the place tomorrow or Friday.

Anddd I have got a pair of new rabbits! Well I shouldn't say a pair actually because both are males. But still! They're adorable, VERY and I am ever so excited! But the other one, the second cutest (HAHA) got away so no luck :(( I named one of it Cosmo, because it's black and got only one white spot on it's nose OHH FINE I don't know why I named it so. Haha. I don't know what's with me and black animals with little white spots. They just seem so adorable! :D

BTW crashing now. Toodles! <3

p.s: Still can't wait for a movie date with someone next week. 2012, maybe not a very good date movie for some but it'll be AWESOME for me because I love movies of that kind! :D

The Reason Why...

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly,

I fall Without my wings,

I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

meet this girl;

Hi. Meet Hawa.

She is one dumb selfish heartless bitch.

She hurts people as she likes and she will never stop.

No, she was not asked to do so and nobody is controlling her.

But she is so.

She ignores people's feeling and doesn't care about hers too.

All she knows that if right then she doesn't feel right doing something, she would make it worse.

She will not let the bad feeling eat her from inside, but she will let them out and others will have to face the effect.

Dangerous, isn't she?

If she feels like things are not going her way, she'll make it her way anyway.

She talks trash and breaks people's hearts.

She never makes any effort to mend things.

She hates memories. In fact she hates everything that will come into her way of solving things.

Don't be fooled by her look.

She might look innocent. She might look sweet (well I don't think so)

But inside she is bitter and mean.

She's cold. She's stubborn.

She never wants to give up. She never wants to lose.

She never says sorry.

So stay away from her.

You don't want to hurt yourself.

And she doesn't want to hurt you too.

Because you are her life and she loves you so.

She is the cruelest witch if witches ever exist.

just for fun;

Nobody told me that spectacles was a bad idea!!

Or a pretty (and) good one...Hehehe.

But I still prefer not wearing any (spectacles, duhh!). Don't we all think so? :)

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Text message of the day;

"Hi Ms. Siti Hawa, is your hair in good condition? May I assist you? Please come to Thomas & Guys City Square JB. See you then. -Shirly."

Well Miss Shirly, my hair is really not in a good condition. I want it to be longer without having to use the hair extension and I really need a new hairdo so badly. But before that, maybe some end-trimming would be nice. But it would be nicer if you text me this sentence: "May I assist you for free for any treatment/service?" because you see, Shirly, I would love to come there but I really have some other priorities right now like the Visa and et cetera, so I'm afraid hair treatment or whatsoever would have to wait. But thanks for the text! :)


LOL I am like so lifeless xP

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Most people love the sound of Panic! At The Disco when they had A Fever You Just Can't Sweat Out, and hate their change of sound in Pretty.Odd. But I just love them more. <3

I mean like not that I hate the dark circus theme and all, I love them! They still give me shivers till today, no jokes! But the sound in Pretty.Odd is like more...I don't know, not really mainstream, but kinda more friendly? I don't know, I just love them all. No matter who fled or stayed.


p.s: Sorry for the randomness. Hehe.

dear you;

Can I have the last dance?
With you?

bloop where it goes

Hellu pretty earthlings;

I have a problem.

I would have to gain some more weight in order to achieve the normal BMI to pass the medical check up and be eligible to apply for the visa to New Zealand. The last time I ever achieved the normal BMI was back 3 years ago, when I was in high school.

I tried every possible way, but my weight keeps decreasing. GAAHHHH.

Real question is, is there any way to gain more weight without looking chubby?

Anyone knows how?

p.s: Need to pass the exam first, the utmost importante!

guess why?;

 Because you know no matter how many times you edit and alter the photo, the story and memory behind it will never change.

And before anything, I am going to warn you, things will get back to the way it was last week...and trust me, it's not something pleasant. I've been living a more peaceful life after she's gone, but now she's back. And I am not going to like it. I'm nervous about this, too, just as you are (but I guess you'd be more happy than nervous that she's back), but I'll try my best to stay as calm as possible.


Please, November, come fast, and stop at December. I am still not ready for 2010 :(

p.s: Darling, you have been commenting on my boyfriends since I was 17, on the ground of "you're older than me, thus you know better", and ever since, because I love you and I believed in you, I dumped them. But please, not this one. I know you love me and you don't want anyone to hurt me, but please keep your comments to yourself (well you've let it slip anyway, but I don't want to hear the rest). I don't want to doubt him because what I feel towards him is something different. And I love you too. But please, let me learn by myself this time. If this is a fault, I'll bear with the consequences. Thanks for caring anyway :)

a new go;

Can't say it's the worst weekend. Definitely not the best, but it was a very happy weekend. Got to spend it with my family in Malacca, and yess, being with my own siblings and parents is no doubt, the best.

And Malacca in the night, it's impeccable. Okay maybe a little bit flawed by the stench of the so-called river where they do the cruise, but still! I love the scent of heritage and the lights of Malacca. It's so refreshing, after so many days spent in this metropolitan city of JB *sigh*.

And people's been gushing me with questions of my departure, but hey, easy, I won't be going if I don't pass my exam, so get it slowed down a bit. And mom's been asking questions, too. Oh gosh.

On another note, thanks hotels, for not serving roti canai for breakfast :))

and thank you, God, for giving me fun siblings as them :)